Thankful for Enough!

Thanksgiving season is one of my favorite times. All the years of my family around the table, lots of food, everybody talking (at the same time) were so precious. The in laws have finally adjusted to our "loud and boisterous" ways. Now that the last ones married, have been so for fifteen years! But these are memories that I'll always cherish. For many years we each said something that we were thankful about that year. It started to take forever and the food would be cold. So that kinda died out. But each family has started some of their own family "traditions" now. As my children become in laws themselves. And eventually grandparents, and so as life goes. I pray that my children's children will love the Lord and serve Him as they have and as we have. The wonderful thing about being thankful all year through is that it produces joy in life. And without joy, life can be hazardous to your health. We can find so many things for which to be joyful. I find myself noticing the little things that God does for me everyday. He sends an out of town friend to invite me out to eat. He lets me witness to a nice stranger who carried a heavy bag to my van this week,  or talking to a sweet new friend at the health center where I exercise. You know the longer I live the more I understand about contentment. I read this in a devotional magazine this week.... Contentment is trusting God more than we trust our circumstances. Contentment insist on this: With God there is always enough. Enough love, enough grace, enough hope. So let's praise Him and be joyful now and everyday for OUR GOD IS ENOUGH! 
 I Thess 5:18 In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.

We Just Don't "Get It."

Well the day has finally come! Some (especially my children) will say "it's about time." But I did it. I went and bought me some hearing aids. Yep, I'm there, people.  Don't you hate to admit it when you come face to face with the facts? I really don't hear very well. You can only repeat something so many times before frustration sets in. And I know I've caused plenty of that. It is rather a prideful thing to have to admit. But sometimes I don't have a clue what's said. I just pretend I understand and go on. But isn't that the case as believers sometimes?  No matter how much we think we know God's Word, unless we actually "get it"- we don't get it. Preachers must get awfully discouraged with trying to get things through our thick skulls. We can hear or read the Bible, without understanding what God is really saying to us. It would behoove all of us to spend more time pondering the verses rather than hurrying through them. Hurrying through our daily Bible reading so we can say that we did it, is not what it's about. It's about memorizing and meditating on the wonderful passages that can change our behavior. I don't know about you, but I want to "own" the verses I read. The Bible is so precious. And like getting the hearing aids, so I can understand sounds again, I want the Holy Spirit to help me to understand what I'm hearing and reading from that Blessed Old Book.

Rev. 2:12a  He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches;

Sometimes We "See" Best in the Dark.

What a great time in Branson, MO this last week! My longtime friend, Sharon and I went with the Temple Baptist Church in Flower Mound (Heritage Builders) to see the shows and enjoy the sights there. This group of folks were so much fun. I met many sweet new friends. Isn't God good to let us have some good times with awesome people? He just seems to send blessing after blessing to me as I get older. And I think if you will be honest, you have many more blessings than trials, too. One of my favorite shows was the Hughes Brothers Show. These 5 brothers have wives who perform with them, and 37 children between them (who also perform). The oldest son has 14 children, but his wife was not able to perform. Probably tired, very tired. And then the Jonah Musical was absolutely fabulous. I hope that you will go to see this if you get to Branson. It will be worth fighting the crowd. Jonah's stubborn refusal to obey God, shows us that it is not going to go well with us when we do our "own thing," rather than God's. I can't imagine being inside a whale's belly (or a big fish) it had to be a frighteningly dark place. But the illuminating light of God's Word did shine into his heart and he repented and obeyed. Sometimes the darkest places are the best places to "see" God's way is best. 

2 Peter 1:19 We have also a more sure word of prophecy; whereunto ye do well that ye take heed, as unto a light that shineth in a dark place, until the day dawn, and the day star arise in your hearts.

Coffee, Conversation, and Conclusions

I have had the pleasure of spending a couple of days with my brother, Johnny. I love to visit him. I guess, one reason is that he is retired now and he has time to listen. I appreciate his patience with my incessant talking and changing subjects in the middle of the conversations. Reminds me of how often I did that to my sweet man. But that wonderful sweet man of mine just stayed right with me, I guess after 49 years, you learn how a person thinks. Can't tell you how much I miss him right now.  But I am so blessed to have two godly brothers that love the Lord (Jimmy and Johnny).
 And when I am with either of them, the conversation always turns to the Word of God and how effective it is in our lives. While drinking coffee with Johnny this morning, the fear of God was the subject. We concluded that we were blessed with a Mother who tried to teach us the fear of God. She didn't have much help to keep us in line, so we were all pretty self absorbed. But thank God, HE stepped in and taught us that she told the truth. And believe me, HIS chastening is much harder than what a parent could give. Thank God for a mother who lived right morally and tried to impart the fear of God to us. And thank you Lord for your chastening love.

Psalm 128:1  Blessed is every one that feareth the Lord; that walketh in his ways.

Faithful Fall

I love this time of year. It is my favorite season, with all the orange, red, yellow and brown colors. God has given us lots of beauty to enjoy. The coming of fall reveals God's faithfulness to change the seasons. He doesn't want us to get bored. My Papaw Golden was not bored with life, he loved the fall and wrote a poem about it. He was on television many years ago in a interview about senior citizens who were self taught, but accomplished. He had no formal education. Maybe he went to the 3rd grade or so. But he loved to write. He would get so excited about some new poem or saying that he had written and share it with us. I do wish I could hear him now. Here's a short poem about fall>   
A colorful leaf blown through the autumn air,               
Indicates God's glory and power,                                
And Oh! that sensitive feeling,                                     
That He, himself is there.

 I also love this time of year because my favorite Camp Meetings take place. Bible preaching that convicts and keeps me on tract. We need to be reminded of His strength as storms enter our lives. And who knows what we may be called upon to do next, maybe take a stand for our faith? In other countries, they are being persecuted for their faith in Christ. Even the children are willing to die rather than deny Jesus. How willing would you or I be? What an opportunity to teach our children and grandchildren that we have a God that we CAN trust through the hard times (and good times).

Matt 10:28 And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.
                                      

Indulge or Deny?

For the last several weeks our Pastor has been taking us through Proverbs on Wednesday nights. There are so many comparisons of a wise man and a fool. It certainly makes a difference in the outcome of one's life, which he chooses. It seems that everything in our culture promotes the habits of a fool. The world says "Whatever you desire, just go for it.. indulge yourself."  This kind of living is deadly to godly living. Is my happiness and my experiences all that matter in this life? The Bible says we Christians must deny ourselves. This is opposite of the way of a fool. A fool always leaves God out of his thinking. He knows not at what he stumbles. He doesn't even know where he is going, so why follow him? "Love not the world, neither the things that are  in the world," Jesus said. Do you love this world and it's allurements?  Dr. Bob Jones, Sr. said, "What you love and what you hate reveal what you are." To be wise follow God, to be foolish follow your own desires and the world.

Proverbs 1:7 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge; but fools despise wisdom and instruction.

Never Alone

It never fails that I have to adjust each time I come back from visiting with my family. Preacher always told me that I wasn't flexible enough. And oh, how right he was about that (and most things). He was such a flexible, wonderful person. I do wish I could just go with the flow, but that is not me. Every evening the sad ache in my heart must be dealt with. I am thankful for a cell phone that lets me hear the voice of a loved one. It seems to help some, but it's not exactly what I need. Then I realize the problem is not one that human relationships can always solve. I immediately grab my Bible. And I am in awe again of how the Holy Spirit lifts and gives the joy and peace I need to make it through the evening. The Holy Spirit was placed in our lives to show us that Christ is here. He is active and He is glorious!  We are never alone. Thank you Lord.

Isa 41:10 ¶ Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

More Than Unconditional

Visiting my children and grandchildren the last few weeks has made me realize that no matter how big my family grows, there is always enough love to go around. I now have three grandsons and one granddaughter married, which adds four to our family. And I hope that means great grandchildren before too long.  But as I ponder the love that we, as humans, have for our children, I am awed at God's love for us. He loves us much more than we could ever love Him. I've heard it said, that parents love their children more than children love the parents. And that helps me understand a bit of the love God has for his children. But our words seem weak and puny when we try to express the truth of his love. Some people use the word "unconditional love" for God's love. But is that a good description? God's love in reality is MORE than unconditional. Unconditional love, as we understand it, is a total acceptance. This love expects nothing of you. God cares too much to be unconditional in His love. God watches us, He cares about us. Unconditional love isn't as good. It tolerates whatever we do. God's love is active. He loves us. He's involved in our lives. He's merciful, not just tolerant. He hates sin, but calls sinners to him by name. He suffered for us. He fights for us. And his love hates evil, if we do it or if it is done to us. He wants the best for us and that means sometimes we have to be corrected, not just accepted as we are. What great love that accepts us as we are, then changes us into what we should be. Yes, I'd say that God's love is MORE than unconditional.

2nd Cor. 5:14-15.....For the love of Christ constraineth us; because we thus judge, that if one died for all, then were all dead: 15 And that he died for all, that they which live should not henceforth live unto themselves, but unto him which died for them, and rose again.

Are Your Pictures Good or Evil?

I have been out of town attending Camp Meetings the last week or so. These meetings were such a blessing to me. Preacher and I attended many "Preachin' Meetins" and we really loved doing so. Pastors are so kind to keep inviting and taking care of me. A big thank you to Heritage Baptist Church in Jefferson, TX. And Pastor Seth Buckner for the motel room and good food. And great preaching with Johnny Pope and Dr. Clyde Box. My granddaughters and daughter sang some of the special music. On Thursday, I took off for Conway, AR to another Camp Meeting at Oak Bowery Baptist Church. Such a wonderful church with great old gospel singing. I love the wood floors in that place. It is out in the boonies, but they have a large attendance. The preaching was wonderful. The food and fellowship with friends in the ministry was such a boost to me. They provided a lovely room in the Holiday Inn Express also. I do appreciated this church! I had my friend Barbara with me. She was such a joy to be around. How much fun we had those 3 days! She is 76, but can out do me any day of the week. We laughed a lot. I appreciate her being my companion during that week. Last year Brittany went with me. But she is an old married gal and can't go running all over the country with  her Nanaw, anymore.
 Bro. Donnie Ball preached on Proverbs 15:3, The eyes of the LORD are in every place, beholding the evil and the good. He used the comparison of a camera taking pictures. The LORD is taking pictures (with his eyes) of all we do. Would we be ashamed of the pictures? If we do have some that we are ashamed of, we can come to Him with a repentant heart, ask forgiveness, and He will forgive. The wonderful part is that He forgets those pictures. They are as far as east from west. And that is enough to shout about! Hallelujah!

Are You Gonna Faint or Fight?

It seems like we are being bombarded with many scary things over the news and internet. That is one reason I do not care to watch the news. But there is much room for concern. I know that we need to be aware of the dangers ahead. And be praying for our country, our missionaries, and our churches. I am hearing some wonderful testimonies of Muslims that have been saved, though. God seems to be doing a mighty work among them. What a joy to see their faces after receiving Christ. He can still work miracles and change lives. Even in America. Where self and it's desires are worshiped. You've heard it, "Whatever makes you happy, go for it." Instead of "Follow God's Word, do His will."  How sad to miss the wonderful, blessed joy that living for Jesus brings. Let's not faint in this fight for the souls of men, but give the devil a fit. I read this in  No Greater Joy  this week................
Be the kind of woman who, when your feet hit the floor in the morning, the devil says, OH NO, SHE'S UP.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all to stand......  Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplications for all saints;   Ephesians 6;12,13, & 18

God is Not Boring

It seems like so many are in need of prayer lately. On Facebook there are always requests for prayer. And many have been my own. Thank you for praying. For me and for others in need of something. I know that God still hears and answers prayer these days. But I think that we tend to pray without expecting results. We pray because we are supposed to pray as Christians, I want to pray believing that God is going to send an answer, whatever kind of miracle it takes. Don't you? I am a little tired of the boring way we think of God. Especially when He is anything but boring. Parted the Red Sea, drown the Egyptian army, let a 90 year old woman bear a child, turned water into wine, healed the sick, raised the dead... all miracles from the Bible. Hundreds of people have stories of how God intervened in their situations and just flat did a miracle in these days and times. Oh, how we need to see and realize Who it is that we serve. How very powerful and great He is. So very worthy of our belief in Him and what He can do. Our children and grandchildren should see that He provides for us, not our jobs, our bank accounts, etc. He owns the cattle on the thousand hills. He must be the One to whom we go with our problems and needs. I think the world might be quicker to listen or turn to us for help if we really lived like we believe God could solve OUR problems. Shame on us! I am preaching to myself here. God help us Christians to BE what we ARE, the children of a wonderful God, who loves us and can be trusted. You pray for me and I'll pray for you. And God is going to do a mighty work. He has promised.  

 Ephesians 3:20  Now unto Him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us.

The Young and Old

Well, the wedding is over. We are so thankful for all the help. No way, could this thing have been pulled off without the help of so many wonderful family and friends. We are very grateful. And  now that we can all breathe again (not that I did that much, but it was tiring to watch), we can all try to relax and get on with our lives. Like relaxing is possible with my bunch. They all move a little too fast for this "old lady." But that is the mode of the day, I'm afraid. And the older I get, the slower I move and even think. It is quite impossible to get that fact over to young people. That haven't got a clue what you are talking about. So I guess it is "live and learn" for them. But what on earth would we do without them? They give us hope, joy, and brighten up our lives with their exuberance. Thank you Lord for young people in my life. I love seeing them and being around them. It is a wonderful thing to have so many grandchildren who love the Lord and want to serve HIM. All I can say is I am so blessed. My life has been better than I could have imagined. And most certainly better than I deserve. Can't say it enough, Thank you, Lord.

Isaiah 40:29-31
Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall, But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

The Family Wedding Workers Week

This is going to be a much better week for me. Tomorrow my daughter, Sharla is coming. She is on her way to the family wedding workers week. Everyone is going to be there to help Robin with all the details of the affair. So watch out for a crowd coming into the Mexican eating places! Being sick the last week or so has made me even more grateful for my wonderful family and friends. My precious friend, Pat Smith (Sharla's mother in law) prayed for me to feel better and have peace. Heaven came down on that prayer. And I really appreciate all the Facebook friends praying for me also. It helps to know that people care about you. I made myself go (took pain meds) to see a lady that has been in the hospital since last October. She is a member of our church. Just quoting some verses and praying with her made me feel better. Her name is Betty Honea. She's had it really rough. I'd appreciate it so much, if you would pray. Praying for each other is such a blessing and necessity.
Back to the wedding (Brittany and Morgan's), we are gearing up for a big reception at the Mansion on the Mountain. Reggie has put in a beautiful front yard, with sprinkler system, planted trees and bushes and got the grass planted. And the rain did the rest. Looks just great. Now if the road up the mountain would just be smoothed out. We could be set. No rain, please Lord. So big "doings" this week for the Moores. And the Trulls. And the Smiths, And the Hawns. One for all, all for one!

Psalm 68:6 He setteth the solitary in families:

Blessing, Curse, then Blessing

This last week has been a blessing, a curse, and a blessing. By that I mean, I had a great first of the week. Picked up Brittany on Tuesday to go to Camp Meeting in Greenbriar, AR. Then we headed over to the meeting and it was such a blessing. Always enjoy going to Faith Baptist Church and being with Pastor Allen Jackson and his  sweet wife, Glenda. We were not able to stay the whole time because Brittany had to get back to tend to Mary (the 105 yr.old). But we enjoyed the music and preaching till Wednesday. Wednesday I came on home and was up all night with a strange cough spasm going on and about 20 trips to the bathroom. I thought it might be congestive heart failure, as those were some of the symptoms Preacher had with it. Thank the Lord it was asthma, and a urinary tract infection, but it is not healing very fast and I have been in a lot of pain. The trouble with having these UTI in older people is that they tend to get confused with them. Well, let me tell you when you look for your brush for 5 minutes and can't find it, then look at your right hand and see it there. And you try to find your daughter in law's name on your phone, then discover you've been looking for her as Rachel Jackson, instead of her married name, Rachel Trull (which she's had for 15 years now.) I think that is really confused. So I've been dealing with the curse of anxiety and fear, which has often plagued me. And once again God has to deal with me and remind me that He is in control, I'm not. That is just NOT fun to a control-freak like me. But without Him I can do nothing. And He alone can fix my problems, be they physical, emotional, or spiritual. So hence, I said blessing, curse, blessing this week. The last blessing is that God is showing me that HE is ALL I need.


Ephesians 3:20  Now unto Him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us.

Light not Darkness

We had a storm on Wednesday night just before church. Because we lost our electric, I had to go to church looking pretty bad. No way to curl my hair or put on make up. I was really glad for the air conditioning and lights when I got to church. We are studying Proverbs on Wednesday nights and it has been a real blessing. It thrills me to see people be faithful no matter what the weather. The lights were still not working when I returned home.Sitting in a dark house with a flashlight and battery operated fan was NOT so fun. But the lights came on within an hour or so. It makes you thankful for all the nice conveniences that we take for granted every day. Speaking of darkness, my heart is breaking for Israel with all the bombings and bloodshed going on there. And the media blocks by liberals to keep people in the dark about what is really happening. We have so much for which to be thankful  in America. God, please help us to turn from the darkness of sin and turn back to you. And please be with Israel during this dark time.

2Ch 7:14  If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Happy Birthday Girlfriend

Today, July 22nd is a special day. It is the birthday of my friend Linda Draper. She is really having a great birthday today, because she is in heaven with the Lord. She was such a precious lady. I have spoken of her before on my blog. Having MS for many years was not such an easy life. She was in a wheel chair for several years and had to have full time care the last few. But the woman was a joy to be around. She always had a smile and an encouraging word. The sound of her laughter was beautiful. She and Preacher would go round and round picking on each other. I'll never forget that first day she called, while I was working in the church office at Faith Baptist in Southwest Little Rock. She wanted a ride to church. Her husband worked at night. So I drove over and picked her up. It was a shock to see that she was in a wheel chair. But what a wonderful experience to meet her and love her right away. She carried a card around that said she had MS and that since finding Jesus she was happy and blessed in spite of her illness. I don't think I've ever known anyone quite like her. And so today, I want to say to her, "Happy Birthday, Girlfriend, (she called everyone that) I love and miss you." So thankful for Linda and others who are a testimony in their daily lives, no matter what the circumstance. She lived this verse every day of her life:

Php 4:4  Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice

Blessings of Brothers and Moore

This week has been one of several blessings. My youngest brother came to visit for a few days on Monday. He is not so young anymore though, almost 60. Well, next April, he will be. But he gets around like a spring chicken. He was on the floor cleaning out my air conditioning unit and servicing it almost immediately. He got my garbage disposal unstopped. (Who put a nut pick in there, anyway?)  Fixed my back porch light. (Aw, I can see in the dark now.) Got some dangerous looking electrical wiring capped off. (only been there fifteen years, but it was a fire hazard). He worked on my lawnmowers and cleaned up my computers. He took my van and had the oil changed and encouraged me to do some cleaning out and throwing stuff away. (Bro.Greg will be so glad to hear that.) Do you wonder that I miss that wonderful man? And not only that, but he kept me laughing the whole time. He has a great sense of humor. Nothing better than laughing, anyway. He left on Thursday morning and I just wanted to cry all day. The rain just made it worse. Although I was so glad for the cool weather that the rain  brought us. Brothers are such fantastic people. The icing to the cake is that he loves the Lord and admonishes me to be a better Christian when I am around him. Who could ask for anything more?  Well, I got more, the MOORE's came and took me to lunch today. Their kids are our "other grands" (the parents are WAY too old to be our children) but they are and always will be "family."  It was Ann's birthday today.What a joy to see my sweet friend and mother of eight. I just feel like praising the Lord for His blessings this week! Don't you want to join me? Let's just praise the Lord, praise the Lord, Let's  just lift our hands toward heaven and praise the Lord...................

Psa 9:2  I will be glad and rejoice in thee: I will sing praise to thy name, O thou most High.

Clear Out the Clutter

A week ago today, my daughter Sharla and I were putting items on a table for a garage sale here at my home. The kids were also working hard. And sweating. Did I mention it was hot? Friday and Saturday were scorchers here. But we had a lot of people to stop and buy lots of stuff. Much of which I needed to clear out. Robin came on Saturday and her kids got involved also. Any excuse for company these days, will do for me. And I am always glad to see my girls and grand kids. It was a hot, busy, tiring, time but we accomplished a lot. All of us making a little extra money to spend. While we are on the subject of getting the clutter out of the house (still lots to go yet), I am reminded of the spiritual clutter that we allow in our lives. It's when we have to move over for other people and give in to them that we really see that clutter of selfishness and pride. God wants us to humble ourselves and get rid of all the junk that keeps us being easily offended and hurt. And thank you Holy Spirit for reminding this "Nanaw" of that very thing. First on the list of spiritual clutter I want to go: My pride. Next: my self centeredness.  Prayers are appreciated.

Proverbs 15:33 The fear of the Lord is the instruction of wisdom, and before honour is humilty.

Happy Birthday to My Pastor

 Having been a pastor's wife for 33 years, I was used to being involved with people and being part of the teaching staff in church. As a widow, I am no longer the pastor's wife. But I am thankful for my pastor, Bro. Dave Seifert. He has been so kind to allow me to teach the Ladies Bible Class and to make me feel loved and important to the ministry here at Twin Cities' Baptist Temple. He seems to enjoy my singing specials as much as my own sweet Preacher did. And believe me that makes me want to get up and sing, scared or not! He comes and mows my yard, fixes things for me. I am here to tell you that my Pastor is a real blessing and I am so thankful for him and his precious wife. (who is one hard working, unselfish lady)  Today (July 10th) is his birthday. And I just wanted to give honor to him. I know all my children in the ministry around the country appreciate what he does to help me. Happy Birthday Bro. Dave. May you have a great day and many more!

Romans 13:7  Render therefore to all his dues, tribute to whom tribute is due, custom to whom custom, fear to whom fear, honour to whom honour.

Believing and Receiving

Preacher and I started to attend church faithfully at the end of the 60's. We were so thrilled with the preaching, the teaching, the soul winning, and the praying that went on during the 70's. I remember that there was prayer about everything. Family members and friends were lost and the concern for them was great. Churches were started all over the place. The public schools had become impossible for our kids, so parents prayed Christian Schools into existence. I hear so much negative about that era and it's standards. But I know what that era did for one young "thug" and his rebellious, fit throwing, young wife. I thank God for all the great preaching and strong stands that Men of God took in those days. Prayer meetings were such a blessing. We learned to make definite requests of the Lord. And we saw Him answer many of them. My brother was addicted to drugs and had been in rehab once already. It seemed his life was headed to the trash heap. And God stepped in and performed a miracle in his life, delivered him from addiction, fixed his troubled marriage, and sent him to Bible college. Those kinds of miracles can still happen, if we will take God at His word and believe that He says just what He means.

Mt 21:22 And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.

Just a Little White Lie

I had someone ask me recently if God would hold telling a little white lie against you, when you knew it was wrong. And of course I told him that I John 1:9 says all unrighteousness, and that would include premeditated sin. I am ashamed to say that many of my sins are premeditated. But should I have the attitude that I can confess the sin and go on my merry way? I don't think that's what God meant by it. I John 1:9 is not in the Bible to make us sinless, but to help us sin less. The law of God is to protect us from the bondage of sin. And if you have had to deal with a drug addict or an alcoholic in your family, you know what the bondage of addiction can do. It absolutely will destroy a person's life. But so can any sin, if persisted in. Some sins we commit cost us more than others. But every time we choose to sin, it makes that enslavement tighter. And every time we refuse to sin, we keep back it's domination. I John 1:9 helps to keep us aware and alert to the sin than can bind us. And that dear friend, is made possible only by the Blood of Christ shed for ALL our sin

Romans 6:14.. For sin shall not have dominion over you, for ye are not under law, but under grace.

A Mate for Morgan Mitchell

Tonight we are "showering" my sweet granddaughter, Brittany. She is getting married on August 9th. Since my daughter asked me to give the devotion, I thought that sharing it on here would " kill two birds with one stone" so to speak. So here goes: I am very privileged to be "Nanaw" to our guest of honor. It was just yesterday (actually 21 years ago) that her Mom and Dad brought home this barely five pound baby girl. Cutest little thing, you ever saw. I think she wore a doll dress that Robin had made. She is a beautiful young lady now. And she is marrying a really cool, smart, godly young man. Who already bought her a nice home, and is fixing it up for her. We love Morgan Mitchell. Having been the wife of one sweet man for 50 years now. (49 on earth, 1 after he went to heaven) I have a thing or two to say to you about marriage. I hope this is not news to you, but it's not about YOU being happy. And yet, it is. Most parents say, "I just want my children to grow up and be happy." Well, it's not our job to make our kids happy! That is their own choice.  Paul said," I THINK myself happy." Acts 26:2a  As a wife you are to be Morgan Mitchell's helpmeet. That means to be a helper in WHATEVER he needs in life. You will be one frustrated little wife if you think that you not getting what you want out of this marriage. We've all heard the quip "When Momma ain't happy ain't nobody happy." I am afraid, many women, yes Christian too, are whining and complaining because they are just not happy and fulfilled in their situation. And I'm sure there are many justified cases.  But happiness is a by product of making your husband happy. And besides, happiness doesn't come from a man. If you think that becoming Morgan Mitchell's mate will make you happy forever, you will be disappointed. Happiness only comes from knowing and loving Jesus. Your must make your time with the a priority every day. Then your next responsibility is to love your man. And that comes before your children, your job, your church work, and yourself.  When Preacher and I first married, he would get thirsty at night. I would just get settled in bed all comfy and he would ask me to go make him a glass of ice water. At first I felt imposed upon ,and I just drug myself to get that water. I'd think, why can't he get his water before he settles in. But I decided that he worked hard all day for me, I could do this for him. And it became such a joy to set the ice water down there for him at night. And there might come a day, like now for me, when you will so glad you did and you would love to get to do it again. So go into this marriage with the LORD as #1, Your husband  #2, and You #3. And guess what? You 'll find happiness. I Love you so much and I am so proud of the woman that you are. God bless you as you become Mrs Morgan Mitchell.

 Ge 2:18 ¶ And the LORD God said, It is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.

Them Ole' Cotton Fields, Back Home

Today was a fun day spent going on a little trip with the Senior Saints to Jefferson,Texas. We went on a boat tour of the Big Cypress Bayou, which is on the back side of the town. It was such an interesting historical tour. It was hard to believe that narrow bayou had big steamboats making their way down it, at one time. Because there were no railroads, they had to use the steamboats to transport all the cotton raised in that area. I love history, so my mind starts thinking about all that cotton and how hard people had to work. It reminded me of dragging a big ole' cotton sack down rows of cotton on my grandpa's farm in East Texas. He paid us $1.00 per hundred pounds. Now, cotton isn't real heavy, so it took me a while to get it done. But I don't remember quitting till I got a hundred pounds, most of the time. It taught me that it takes work to get what you need and want. I am afraid that having so much and requiring so little of our children has not helped them. The pain and toil in hard work teaches us character. Do I want the "good ole' days" when I had to go to the well and get our water or go to the outhouse in the dark? No thanks. But my grandparents taught me the value of hard work on that East Texas farm. And for that, I am thankful.

 2Th 3:10 For even when we were with you, this we commanded you, that if any would not work, neither should he eat.

The Hole of No Hope

It seems easy sometimes to lose sight of hope. Hope is a little word that sure does pack a powerful lot of motivation. As a child of God, I know that I have many things to look forward to in heaven. But I really believe that God knows how we are made, and that we need hope to keep going in this life. I  suffered with depression as a young woman. And the worse thing about being depressed is feeling like you are going down, down, into that "hole of no hope." My heart goes out to any who have suffered this way or may be suffering right now. Please know that you are loved by me and most of all, by our sweet Lord. He doesn't want us to keep falling in that hole. If your problem is one that you see no way to fix (usually the case, that's why we're in it.) F.B. Meyer says, "Faith is the reception of the spiritual to make good the lack of the physical." FAITH is the rope that can take you right outta that hole and put you on the ground, dancing for joy. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things unseen. Faith is substance that can make the physical problem seem like NO PROBLEM. What fabulous substance that is! You say,  "I'll take some please."  Then pick up your Bible and get started trading your "hole of no hope" for the "rope of hope" (FAITH).

. Romans 10:17 So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the WORD of GOD.

Ready or Not, Here He Comes

With the graduation of two granddaughters, one from Bible college (Dallas), and one from high school (Aubree), under my belt, it is on to the next thing. And that will be another granddaughter's (Brittany) wedding. So my summer is well on it's way. One thing about time, it's gonna' go on, (until eternity, of course). Time does not really care if we are ready or not. And that is just why we need to BE ready. As I look at pictures and posts by many friends and family, it is so amazing that youngsters are grown, graduating and getting married. Why, some of those kid's parents were just kids themselves yesterday. Or, so it seems. I have always heard that time crawls when you're young, it walks, when you are middle age, but it runs, when you get older. Yes, it "sure 'nuff" does! It will be one year since my sweet man went to heaven this Sunday (29th). We plan to make a visit to the cemetery to view the Marker that is finally in place. Yes, time waits for no one. It just keep "marching on" my friend, Paul, says. Someday soon, Jesus is coming to get us. Are you ready for that day? You can be, if you'll realize (1) that you have sinned (repent) Rom.3:23. Rom.3:10  (2) that there is a penalty for that sin. Rom.6:23, (3) that Jesus paid the penalty for you. Rom. 5:8,  (4) and accept Him as Savior from sin and it's penalty. Rom 10:9-13.

JOHN 3:16  FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM, SHOULD NOT PERISH, BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE.

Resistance or Grace?

As I write this devotion today, my heart is burdened for friends and family. It never ceases to amaze me what the enemy can drag up to cause trouble. I think the root trouble with most of us is pride. Isn't that the sin that got Satan thrown out of heaven? Yet we just invite it right into our lives like we can have it and hold on to it, and God doesn't mind. Hello. He wouldn't allow it in his star angel, so why would he allow it in our lives? And if we are determined to be proud and demanding, He will stiff arm (resist) us. And brother, does that hurt. The pain is almost unbearable. It is not worth the price we pay for it. Any child of God wants to feel God's love and presence, on a good day. But when the chips are down, we really need Him. To humbly come before Him and admit our sin will restore that glorious  peace of mind and heart. You may wonder how I can speak with so much intensity. I am here to tell you that I have been in both places. I'll take the latter, thank you. Having had two complete nervous breakdowns, sedatives by the bucket, shock treatments, and weeks away from my sweet man and two baby girls (at that time) to try and fix me, all to no avail. It was when I humbled myself and admitted my pride and self sufficiency that I began to get over it. it took a while, but the longer we hang on to our pride, the longer it will take. So give it up. Grace, grace, wonderful grace coming down from the Father above.............

James 4:6 But he giveth more grace; Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble.

Are You Covered?

On Father's Day I was able to attend church with my daughter Robin and her family. Isn't God good to work it out so that I didn't have to be alone on my first Father's Day without my sweet man? I had been caring for Mary (the 105 yr. old) since Friday, so I was in the area. Bro. John Horton is the pastor at Gospel Light Baptist Church, and a wise and godly man. His sermon on Sunday was one that was sorely needed by me. He preached out of Ephesians chapter six. He said we MUST put on the armor of God everyday to keep the attacks of Satan from destroying us. We may not think we are having a problem, but truth is, we are headed for a fight. And we will be unfit to fight the battle. Oh, the war has been won (Calvary) but the battles still rage. And if we are not covered, we're going down. And believe this ole gal it ain't pretty. Been there. Done that. So I was again admonished to stay in the BOOK and on my KNEES. And I want to encourage you to do the same on this Monday morning. God wants us to have victory and win in this fight of FAITH. He has provided the armor to do so. Let's put it on everyday and give the world, the flesh, and the devil a run for their money!

Eph 6:10-18  Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand. Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousnes; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;  Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked. And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:  Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints.

Friday the 13th- a Day of Praise

This week I added another year to my history (sixty seven of them now). I was not looking forward to it because my sweet man was not here to celebrate with me. He was always thoughtful about special days. I have a cedar chest full of cards that he gave me over the years. He signed them "Bro. Honey." When he first started to pastor, I just couldn't remember to call him Bro. Trull, and I would forget and say "Honey." So some of the folks suggested that I call him "Bro. Honey." And that just took. It was always his pet name for himself to me. God was so good to give me a sweet "Bro. Honey" for fifty years.  I am one blessed woman. And a special thanks to all my precious family and friends for making my birthday wonderful in spite of missing the Preacher.  I can't help but want to praise the Lord on this Friday the thirteenth. Because He is worthy and inhabits praise. And He works through those that praise Him... praise the Lord!  Ps 50:23a Whoso offereth praise glorifieth me:

A Sorrowful June

Normally, June is an exciting and happy month in our family.The Preacher and I and three of our four children married in June. So we have several anniversaries to celebrate. And we have some birthdays, mine included. But this one is kinda hard because it is the first birthday to celebrate without my sweet man, in fifty years. That is on Wednesday the eleventh. This Sunday will be our first Father's Day without him. And on the 20th we would have celebrated our Golden Wedding Anniversary. I was seventeen and he was twenty when we married in l964. I graduated high school a year later as Mrs.Charles Trull.  He went home to heaven on June 29th one year ago. I can't believe that I made it a day without him much less a year. God is so good. The tears have already started to flow. With all the special days, we are feeling the emotion of loss this month. But Jesus understands our sorrow and cares about our grief. So if you think about it, say a prayer for me and my family.   

   Isaiah 53:4  Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: 

A Mansion on the Hilltop

This week I got to spend a couple of days with my second daughter, Robin. She is mother of  four children (ages 15-21). She also has three grown step children. She and her husband Reggie built a very nice home on a mountain about seven years ago. I call it a Mansion on the Hilltop. I love being there because it is so serene. And the scenery is just breathtaking. But getting there is not so fun, you must go on a winding gravel road. Straight up. And most days it is so rough it will shake your teeth. But they are so used to it that they run up and down  it, like nobody's business. Robin is another busy little lady. She and the girls care for Mary, a 105 year old lady, and Wanda, who is in her 80's. They also have another family business in their home that deals with wholesale auto accessories and decals. Everybody helps with it. She does the food pantry for a large church in the city and the food pantry for her own church in another city. Because she plays the piano beautifully, she and her family are involved in the music ministry of their church. Now where would she fit in a minute to read a book? Or visit for her church? Or talk to her Mom? But she does. She is an amazing decorator and cook on top of it all. I think if you asked her why she is driven to accomplish so much, she would quote this verse to you:   Luke 12:48  For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall much be required.

Supper With Sinners

One of the biggest changes in my life these days is having to drive everywhere. Preacher did most all the driving when we traveled. When I did drive, he would come out of a deep sleep if I changed lanes, and say "What's the matter? or "Why are you driving so slow?" So I just said to him, "You need to take the wheel."
I hated driving anyway. But now if I want to go anywhere, I must do it myself. It has actually become a lot easier for me. I can even get up there besides those eighteen wheelers and give 'em a run for their money. So sometimes in life, "you gotta do, what you gotta do" And driving is now my "gotta do" thing. That is if I want to go to Camp Meetings or Revivals, or to see family and friends. So I venture out and go. Oh, I could just sit right here, in my comfort zone, and be bored and lonesome. But who wants that kinda life?
Dr. Sam Davison preached a sermon last night using this text:  Matt 9:10-13  And it came to pass, as Jesus sat at meat in the house, behold, many publicans and sinners came and sat down with him and his disciples.   And when the Pharisees saw it, they said unto his disciples, Why eateth your Master with publicans and sinners?  But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick.  But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.

Have supper with sinners? Jesus did. Like having to leave my comfort zone to drive, we need to leave off some of our comfortable, fun activities and get out there and tell sinners that Jesus loves them and died for them...... I am so glad that God loves ole' sinners, I'm thrilled and amazed that He sets them free, but the greatest surprise in saving ole' sinners, is that He would save an ole' sinner like me.

A Kiss Under a Bus

I cannot believe it is June already. We have two of our bus kids graduating from high school this year. It is such a joy to see them finish school. One of the boys, Anthony, has been in our church for eight or ten years now. I remember visiting him when he was just a "snotty nose kid." His brother Timothy rode also. Timothy went off to Bible College in Jacksonville for a while. And Leonard, the other graduate, has been faithful to our church for three or four years. Seeing them honored last night, made me think about how much Preacher loved the Bus Ministry. He was the bus director in several churches before he became a pastor. One of his "claims to fame" was that he was the Bus Director at Brookhollow Baptist Church during the 70's. We had a big day one October of over 2,000 on the buses. There was a write-up about that day in Wally Beebee's Bus News.We had over 150 kids saved. I have a framed certificate to prove it all.There were a lot of long days at church back then. The buses would break down and have to be pulled back. But things were exciting and it was so much fun! I do remember having to lay down on a pallet under a bus to talk to my husband one time. He had been at the church for over 24 hours working on buses for a big day. You ask if it was worth all the hassle to go get these kids and bring them to church? I say YES, even if I did have to crawl under a bus to kiss my sweet man.

Luke 14:23  And the lord said unto the servant, Go out into the highways and hedges, and compel them to come in, that my house may be filled

Heaven or Home?

After leaving Sharlas's house last week, I made my way to see my baby sister, Dovis Diane. I think one of my grandmothers had "Dovis" as a second name. My Mother liked it because it was different. And I just had to share it with you. We call her Diane, or "Nanner." She is ten years younger than me. She is another sibling that I cared  for as a young girl. It was like having my own baby doll to play with, only she was real. Oh, how I loved her! And still do. She has had three strokes and a really bad back problem for years. Pain is certainly not foreign to her. But in spite of it all she has this immaculate house, where nothing is out of place. And it is decorated with  many extras to make it look so homey and comfortable. It made me wonder if  God is getting my mansion fixed up and comfortable for me. I know heaven is beyond description. But I guess I love homey and comfortable more than anything. When He said He is preparing a place for me, does that mean it is specifically for my liking? I don't know. But I just imagine that since Jesus is there it will automatically be to my liking. That would make anyplace HOME. Some call it heaven, but I call it HOME.....

John 14:2 In my Father's house are many mansions, if it were not so, I would have told you, I go to prepare a place for you,

Homeschooling, Gardens, and Froley

My little trip last week took me to our daughter Sharlas's place next. She is our third daughter and the mother of seven children (ages 5-20). They live on ten acres in the country and take care of chickens, sheep, a horse, and little dog named Froley. Sharla is a busy little lady. Not only does she homeschool six children, but she is a pastor's wife. She teaches Sunday School, takes care of the nursery, does children's church at times, and sings specials, takes care of any special event the church has. She also cleans houses and helps several older folks in her community, and she even has a garden! I could go on and on but I get tired just thinking about it all. It is a mystery to me how I produced such hard working kids. I did work very hard when they were growing up. I cleaned as much as ten houses a week. But I didn't homeschool, so I did not have some of the pressures they face. I am thankful that God has given them the desire, and the ability to homeschool. They feel that teaching and training their children is not a responsibility to be taken lightly. And by the way, neither does God. They are HIS heritage and HIS reward. We had better take good care of what belongs to HIM.

 Psalm 127:3 Lo, children are an heritage of the Lord and the fruit of the womb is His reward.

Not An Old Lady

I realized one thing for sure this last week. I do not want to be an "old lady." Now mind you, I know I am getting older. Yes, my sixty seventh birthday is in two weeks. But that doesn't mean I'm old yet. Why, you should see Mrs. Cotton, (sweet lady in our church ) she still picks up people for every service. And she is eighty seven years old. She told me tonight, that she worked in her yard all day. I think I got my back out of whack climbing steps while gone, so I was in pain and sorta complaining to her. (I am content to suffer as long as the world knows it.) But after her comment I decided to suffer in silence. I won't be an "old lady."

My next stop on my little trip last week was at the home of my friend Sharon. Having been friends for over forty years, we take trips down memory lane when we visit. She tells me stuff about me that I can't remember. And she is two years older than me. Now, what is that about? We decided to eat breakfast out at a cute little Mexican place.  And guess what we find in the store right next to it?  A wig shop. Yes mam. We are looking at these Raquel Welch wigs and I say, "People tell me I look like her," ( someone did tell me that one time) and that whole shop turns around and looks at me like I should be at home where my family could watch me.  I'm telling you, I am not, absolutely am not, going to be an "old lady"...... I Wish.

 But getting older is inevitable if we live long enough, and it can be a great time of our life. We can spend more time praying for our children, grandchildren, and others. I use the prayer that Paul prayed for the Colossians in chapter 1:9-12 to pray for each one.......... For this cause we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you, and to desire that ye might be filled with the knowledge of his will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding;   That ye might walk worthy of the Lord unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God; Strengthened with all might, according to his glorious power, unto all patience and longsuffering with joyfulness;  Giving thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light:

Family, Friends and iPhones

Last week was a time of being with friends and family. And though I didn't get a post on this blog, I enjoyed getting lots of  ideas and thoughts to share with you in future posts. I started by going to my baby brother's place. He has a unique apartment that used to be an exercise gym.You get to see how much you need to lose weight because of the wall of mirrors (oh yeah). His lawn mower repair shop is right outside and that makes it so convenient for him to go to work (or NOT). I am thrilled to be the owner of an iPhone now, thanks to him. He fixed it right up for me.Yep, I think I'll keep it (and him).

I learned something this week (besides how to use an iPhone). It pays to be good to your little brother, because you reap what you sow. My Mama let me take care of him most of the time. There never was a cuter, sweeter blonde haired boy. I am so thankful for the opportunity to care for him. Little did I know that he would turn out to be such a fine man. I am convinced that a man is needed for just about everything you do. I am not ashamed to admit that I am helpless. But my brother (Johnny) has come to my rescue for many things. I can call him and he always knows what to do. When you lose your sweet husband of 49 years, it is so nice to have brothers (and sisters) in your life. Listen young people, LOVE your brothers and sisters...cause they will be your best friends in your old age. And thank God for friends who are there for you. My friend, Pat has called me almost every week since my husband died. It just makes my heart sing when she calls. And I am encouraged again to keep going.
 This verse is so true...............

. Proverbs 17:17 "A friend loveth at all times, and a brother is born for adversity."

You Will Be Old Some Day

I am sitting with Miss Mary (the 105  year old) again this week. The woman is just so alert and strong. Today she actually walked five steps (with a walker), but that was a great accomplishment to her. It is inspiring to see how much you can lighten the heart of an older person by just a little bit of encouragement and attention. She calls me "Gertrude" heaven knows why, I don't. I guess it is close to "Grandma" which is what she calls me most of the time. You can just imagine how thrilled I am when a 105 year old calls me, "Grandma." I already feel like an old lady. But I am so glad to get to be here for her. And to help out my hard-working daughter, Robin, and her girls. My brother, Johnny, goes to a retirement home each week and visits the residents there. He has a special attachment to a man named Hoot. I am so thankful for a brother who gives his time to help in this way. I remember hearing my husband's grandmother say, "Just wait, you will be old some day." And I would say, "Well, that beats the alternative." I was just kidding of course ('cause we know heaven is a wonderful place). She lived to be 98 years old and lived in our home the last twenty of those. And I wouldn't trade a day of that twenty years for anything. Just be nice to old people (like me) because remember YOU too  will be old some day.......

.Ps 71:9 Cast me not off in the time of old age; forsake me not when my strength faileth.

Sorrow vs. Despair

In his book "Created for His Glory" Jim Berg says.. As you try to help those in our day who are despairing, please understand the difference between "sorrow" and "despair." Sorrow is the emotion of loss--the awareness that something has gone bad and isn't the way it was meant to be. It is the reminder that an essential of life is missing. It is the echo within our hearts that we were made for something better. It is a legitimate pain of the soul-a grief. Jesus experience sorrow in the garden.
 (Matt. 26:37-28 And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy. Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me.
 Jesus was not depressed here: He is not despairing. Depression and despair are accompanied by hopelessness, disinterest, and often self-pity. Jesus is experiencing sorrow. It is not a sinful emotion. On the contrary, it is a legitimate emotion. Those who sorrow, however, must beware since sorrow turns to despair when there seems to be no end, purpose, or remedy to the sorrow. When sorrow is laced with self-pity-when the thoughts are turned inward in wound licking and outward in finger pointing. Then sorrow becomes corrupted with the poison of the flesh, and despair is the result.

We have such an epidemic of depressed people in our country. Many are letting their sorrows turn into despair. Beware. This book is a great read.  He also has a book called "Changed into His likeness," this book changed my life! I recommend them both.

Precious Memories

It has been an exciting last four weeks for me. Speaking in a Ladies Retreat and two Mother/Daughter banquets has been challenging. But it was a joy to spend time with all those sweet women. Some I have known  for many years and others only a short time, but all so dear to my heart now. And the Lord helped me to get to my destinations without too many wrong turns and with traveling safety. That in itself, was a great blessing. Preacher always did all the driving everywhere and I simply read a book. You should have just called me "Queen Jeanette." Isn't it a shame that we do not appreciate the things that God gives, while we have them? I knew that the man was wonderful and I told him often, but my memory keeps giving me specific incidents. Like all the mornings that he brought me coffee (just the way I like it). It amazes me that I could even live a day without him. But that just goes to show you how really amazing God's grace is. I am so thankful that God not only gives us so many blessings, but gives us the ability to have memories. Precious memories, how they linger, how they ever flood my soul......

Proverbs 10:7a ..The memory of the just is blessed..........

God is the Boss

Phil.4:6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests he made known unto God.

This verse reminds me of how much God wants to meet our needs. My friend had a story this morning that just proves this point. He said that he had a wreck in his Handicapped Van. His sweet wife, and my friend, was confined to a wheel chair. And by the way, she was one of the best Christians I've ever known. I never remember hearing her complain about her condition, only praise for her Lord. But back to the van.......He worried, and fretted for four weeks about where and how to get another. He looked everywhere and called all over the US. Finally one showed up in Florida. Now to get it transported to Texas. But on the last day he got a call about one right down the road from home. It was affordable and a better van. He said it would have been so much easier on him if he had just said in the beginning, "God, I need a van. You take care of it. I'm going to get a soda pop." I laughed at this. But isn't it the truth that we worry and fret over things that God already has under control?  I can so identify with him. But thanks friend, for reminding me that God is the boss, not me.

His Only Child

Eph. 1:3-7  Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath BLESSED us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ: According as he hath CHOSEN us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love: Having predestinated us unto the ADOPTION of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will, To the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us ACCEPTED in the beloved. In whom we have REDEMPTION through his blood, the FORGIVENESS of sins, according to the riches of his grace.

I love the book of Ephesians. I guess because it helps me to realize what I have in Christ. My Mama raised five of us kids by herself. Money was really scarce, but we were together and that meant a lot. Though she was not emotionally stable at times (who would be raising a family that big alone) she did the best she could and I am so thankful for her. Even so, I did grow up feeling inferior and insecure. On becoming a Christian at sixteen, I started to learn that the Bible said that God loved me so much that He gave His only begotten Son for me. Wonderful story.... that Jesus died to pay for the sins of the world and more specifically, mine. And so now..according to Ephesians 1:3-7. .I am blessed, I have been chosen, I have been adopted, I have been accepted, I have been redeemed, I have been forgiven. Inferior, insecure? I don't think so.  "He loves me like I was His only child, I've never been so loved before, who could ever ask for more...He loves me like I was His only child."

Poor Little Rich Girl

Colossians 3:20 Set your affections on things above, not on things on the earth.

I read a story about a woman named Barbara Hutton this week. She was before my time. But she was the daughter of Edna Woolworth, and the granddaughter of Franklin Woolworth. Yes, the founder of the great Woolworth Department Stores. One of the first chain stores in our country. Barbara's mother married Franklyn Hutton, who was the founder of E.F.Hutton. He was a philanderer and her mother committed suicide when Barbara was only 6 years old. At the ripe old age of 21, she inherited 50 million dollars.That is equal to 900 million in today's money. Almost a billion dollars. She spent lavishly on clothes, jewelry, cars, husbands, (she had seven of them, one of which was Gary Grant) mansions all over the world. Because she could not find love or happiness, she turned to drugs and alcohol. She died nearly broke in a hotel room at 66 years of age. Just like her, many spend their entire lives in pursuit of this same thing. Her grandfather, Franklin Woolworth, had a poor childhood. He spent a lifetime of hard work building the Woolworth empire, then died and left it all to a granddaughter who only indulged herself. Sad commentary, don't you think?  How I wish this poor little rich girl could have realized, that only JESUS can satisfy your soul.

"Cool Mrs.Trull"

This weekend I spoke at a Mother Daughter Banquet in Eldorado, AR. I had the best time. That is one great bunch of gals over there. Starting with the precious Pastor's wife Mrs. Deanne Weido. Who, by the way, has had to deal with cancer over the last few years. You would never know it. Not a word of complaint or whining. It was just a blessing to see a family that is so involved in the Lord's work. I rode to the Chinese buffet with Jag Weido. He is 9 years old, but quite the young gentleman. He called me "Cool Mrs.Trull." His description of me made me think about what a joy it is to be involved in other people's lives. There just isn't anything any better than being a servant and worker for Jesus. What a great legacy! Some spend their time and money are worldly pursuits, but what a waste. You can have all that. Can't think of anything any more fulfilling than lovin' and livin' for Jesus. I believe this family can agree with this verse.

3 John 1:4 There is no greater JOY than to hear that my children, walk in truth.

The Sun's Comin' Up

Lamentations 3:22-23 It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning; great is thy faithfulness.

I really love mornings. I go to bed at night so full of anticipation for the next morning. Mostly because I get to have my wonderful coffee with hazelnut creamer. (Can't drink it later in the day for it keeps me awake at night) My sweet husband loved mornings too. He always woke up with a cheery attitude and smile. Can't say that I loved mornings so much back then. Now I can see his enthusiasm. Because mornings remind us of  God's great faithfulness. It is something on which we can depend. And He tops it off with his mercy and compassion. These He gives us, because no matter what happened yesterday, we have his mercy and his compassion with which to start over. We never have to depend on yesterday's blessings. They are new every day. God's blessings are never early and they are never late. Thy are new every morning. Today's mercies are for today's burdens. But there is coming a morning, we'll have no more burdens, 'cause we'll be in Heaven with Jesus. What a morning that's gonna be! (Reckon there's coffee in heaven? Preacher always said there would be). Oh, the sun's comin' up in the mornin'...

Greater than the Storms

Today My heart is heavy for all the folks that lost their homes and lives in the tornadoes over the week-end. I woke up with a great burden for them. As I prayed for all those families, I was reminded of how fleeting things and life really are. In just a matter of minutes all their possessions were wiped out.And several lost their lives. I am so thankful for the lives that were saved during the storms. But whole neighborhoods gone. Just like that! Please pray for the people of Arkansas. The fury of a storm like that just amazes me. That kind of power is so awesome (even in it's terribleness). We have a God who can be that powerful in our lives also. He can deliver us from sinful habits, fears, and wrong thinking, a bad past, and anything else! The key  words in the verse below is.......WHO BELIEVE.
The Bible says in Ephesians 1:19 "and what is the exceeding GREATNESS of his power to us-ward who believe, according to the working of his mighty power." Power greater than the storms that blew through Arkansas this last week-end, is the power of our God.

Training Is Not Easy

Proverbs 22:6 Train up a child in the way he should go; and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

Two of my granddaughters post Bible verses on their Facebook everyday. I said, "Between the two of you, I don't have to get my Bible out anymore." I was just kidding, of course. However, it is a blessing to this grandmother's heart that they are reading the Bible daily. 3John 1:4 says "There is no greater joy, than to hear that my children walk in truth,"  this verse is so true. Many a night of soul searching, Bible reading, and begging God to give direction, in raising my four kids was spent. I didn't have a clue how to raise kids, but I knew that God could help me. Proverbs 22:6 was a constant verse on my mind and heart. The key word in that verse being TRAIN. I think too many women left the training of their children to others, in my day. I realize that it was necessary for some. But many traded their children's character for security and nice things. And that resulted in broken hearts and dreams. We did not have a big home, modern furniture, or new cars. The only thing we had was faith in God to see us through. Thank the Lord, all four graduated from Christian School, and two of them graduated from Bible College. Our God can be trusted to take care of us. I see a trend among many younger Mothers today to train their children. I applaud them! It isn't an easy thing to do but, anything worthwhile is not  easy. But the dividends are so worth it!

When We Can't Pray

Romans 8:26, Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought; but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.

Remembering the first days of finding Preacher's pancreatic cancer; he had some stomach problems and so I took him in to see his primary care doctor. They sent us over to get an ultra sound on his gall bladder. It really took a long time and I was getting a little concerned. When my husband finally came out, he said they had to do a CAT scan of his pancreas because a little spot showed up on the screen. All the next few days were just a blur, trying to get to a hospital that could do a Whipple surgery meant going outside our network of insurance. The whole ordeal was a real challenge for us. But to make a long story short, we got to the hospital at 5:00 a.m.on the morning of the scheduled surgery and there was no record of it. So after several hours, and a lot of confusion, they got it straightened out. As he and I sat in the room, waiting for them to take him, it was all I could do to try to pray. It just wouldn't come out, there was just so much confusion and fear. But I now realize, that the Holy Spirit was making intercession for me, because I couldn't pray. I am so very thankful for a God that not only answers our prayers, He gives us the Holy Spirit to pray for us when we can't pray ourselves. Preacher came through the surgery, the insurance paid, and I got to keep that sweet man for twenty eight more months. How wonderful was that?

Where There is a Will, There's a Way

 This week end one of my beautiful granddaughters came to spend Easter with me.(I have nine of them) It was a blessing to have her for the day. Since she graduates from college this year, we had a nice little talk about finding the will of God for your life. So a few thoughts came to mind about the will of God. For many the "will of God" may seem a little frightening. I know it has been for me. I do know that God loves me and knows what  is best for me. The trouble comes because I have a will of my own and I don't want to give that up. My flesh wants what it wants, sometimes to the point that I can't see past it. The first step is to surrender my will to God. And then start praying for God to show me His will. It may take a while but hang on, God is working.....  (Phil.2:13) For it is God which worketh in you, both to will and to do of his good pleasure. Here are some great thoughts ........ His will is the most blessed thing that can come to us. He loves, loves, loves us, and the will of love is always blessing for its loved one. Better and sweeter than friends, fame, and fortune is the wonderful will of our God. God has a will for each of us and there is a way to know it.

Honest-to-goodness Miracle

Do you believe in miracles? I'm talking real honest-to-goodness ones. I am sure that most of us would say that we do. We may call it a miracle when something we didn't expect, happens. Or something difficult happens in our lives and we get through it. But a real miracle can't be explained humanly speaking. These kind don't happen often. The resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead was an old fashioned, honest-to-goodness miracle! The Bible says...
"To whom also he shewed himself alive after his passion by many infallible proofs, being seen of them forty days, and speaking of things pertaining to the kingdom of God:" (Acts 1:3)  This had to be one excited bunch of  people. They knew He came back to life because they talked with him and even touched him. (infallible proofs) And we have the account of the whole thing written down. What a wonderful miracle we celebrate on Easter Sunday. Believe it, because it really happened, honest-to-goodness!

Stop Stinkin Thinkin

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; 2 Cor. 10:5

Have you ever been guilty of  "stinking thinking"? Heaven knows, I have. Probably more times than I care to count. Satan can sure sell us a bill of goods. He says, "you are no good, you are a failure, nothing's ever gonna change,  they didn't treat you right", and on and on it goes. That's when we have to look to verses like the one above to stop that kind of thinking. Don't allow those lies to stay in your mind. To "cast down" means to throw down. Just throw those thoughts right out the door. It may take a little practice, but eventually they will leave. Because you can only have one thought in your mind at a time.  Bringing your thoughts into obedience is like anything else. It takes work and practice. You have to be careful what you allow to stay in your mind. I have read that every negative thought needs to be accompanied by two positive thoughts. I just don't know any thoughts  more positive than The WORD of God. But you have to put them in there to recall them.  A great verse to memorize is Isaiah 26:3 "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose MIND is stayed on thee, because he trusteth in thee."

Pride vs.Peace

Psalm 119:165 Great peace have they which love thy law and nothing shall offend them.

I have to admit that sometimes I can wear my feelings on my sleeves. It's not always in obvious ways, because I have learned to ACT humble and spiritual. And that is as much PRIDE as anything. Why is it so many of us have to be flattered and begged to do what we aught to do humbly? Most pastors can tell dozen of instances where he has had to baby along "mature" Christians. How often have you heard someone say.,"Well, be careful how you handle so and so.You know how easily offended she or (he) is." Do you sometimes think people don't appreciate what you do for them? Do your feelings get hurt often? Maybe you (and I) need to memorize and meditate on the above verse. God promises us great peace if we love His Word. I have always heard when peace leaves, SIN has entered. And we know what to do with sin.
 I John 1:9

Real Love

1Co 13:13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.

This week I heard a preacher say that the word charity is a word that means more than love. It talks of a love that is active. Actually, the world is looking for that type of love. We were created with a need to be loved. There is One who loves us like that. It took me  many years to realize that God loved me. It changed everything! I have since counseled others and helped them to know about this Love. It is a greater love than any man can give. As Christians we are to love others. But don't look to men for  love. It will never measure up. Look to God. He is love, real love.

A Determined Vision

We are having a Missions Conference at my church this week-end so I didn't get my blog done last night. But it is a blessing to see people who are so willing to serve the Lord in other countries and even to start and help churches in America. The sermon last night was by Tyrone Barfield. He and his wife Cindy and their children are coming here to Texarkana to live and start a church. He has been planning this endeavor since he was 19 years old. He is now 32. He is not coming to reach only Black people, but anyone. His sermon was "Keep On Keeping On." I think he has kept his dream going. I have to pray for someone with that determined a vision. There is a need here for this family. Keep them in your prayers.

 Here is a little quip that I got at the doctor's office the other day:

Moments with God
Happy moments, praise God
Difficult moments, seek God
Quiet moments, worship God
Painful moments, trust God
Every moment, thank God

Wise or Foolish?

Pro 13:20  He that walketh with wise men shall be wise: but a companion of fools shall be destroyed.

Our relationships are important. Friends are one of the greatest gifts we can have.They can be a great blessing or a big downfall. A true friend will lift us up-not pull us down. Sometimes those we consider friends are just companions.Today I spent the day with another sweet friend. She was so gracious to everyone who helped us. It was just a joy to behold. It takes so little effort to be kind and appreciative. Being around her made me want to be kinder. I love the influence that friends can have on us. Do your friends encourage, and cause you to want to be a better person? And are you the kind of friend that helps and encourages? Walking with wise friends rubs off on us, but sadly, so does running with foolish friends. We are known by the company we keep.

The Bible is for Real life

Phil.2:3  Let nothing be done through strife or vainglory; but in lowliness of mind let each esteem other better than themselves.

I am so thankful for this verse. As a pastor's wife for thirty three years, and Christian worker for forty six, the Holy Spirit had to remind me of it often. Yes, even people in full time ministry have conflicts with others. And when we do, we must remember NOT to be argumentative and full of ourselves. We are to esteem ( think highly) of others, even better than ourselves. Boy, that will take the wind out of your sails. Especially when you think that you have it right and they don't (vainglory). I have been about to blow up over some issue and this verse would come to mind. It is amazing what God's Word can do to settle us down and change our spirits or attitudes when we accept it. Believe me, it saved me from many an unnecessary altercation. This verse will make the "I have my rights" attitude go right out the window. The B-I-B-L-E, yes that's the book for me....it helps in REAL life.

Guard Your Hearts

Pro 4:23  Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life.

God's starting place for dealing with problems in our lives is to keep our hearts right. To "keep" means to protect, guard, or watch out for. It is so easy to let things into our hearts that are temporal. I had lunch with a sweet friend today and we discussed  how busy we can be, many times even neglecting important people in our lives. If we don't guard our hearts with all diligence (make it a priority) we are going to fill our lives with the wrong things. And sad to say, that leaves little time for people who may need us.  Our hearts have to be protected against the enemy who wants to "steal, kill, and destroy" our lives with carnal, temporal pursuits. If our hearts are on spiritual things and we make that a priority, our lives will have purpose.

Good News!

Rom 8:28  And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.

This verse has been called the most pain relieving verse in the Bible. It has such potential to help hurting people. But it doesn't say we will never have trouble in this life. We will have trouble, Jesus said so in John 16:33 " These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world."  We are given the assurance to know. There are so many things we can know in the Bible. 2Co 5:1  For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens. Just one of the many truths we can know. Everything that touches or concerns us comes through God's filter. It all "works together" like puzzle pieces fit to make a picture. Our circumstances may not be what we want or expect. But behind every action or allowance of God is a holy purpose. God is good. He is just as involved in our lives as He is in the running of the whole universe. Isn't that the most marvelous news that you have ever heard? No wonder the gospel is called the GOOD NEWS!

WAITING

"Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord."
 Psalm 27:14
 But what does it mean to "wait on the Lord?" Here are some definitions; "to pause for another to catch up; to look forward to; to remain temporarily neglected or unrealized." When we wait on the Lord, we learn to be content with what God is allowing right now. I find that I want to see and know what is next. But I need to be content in my situation this very minute. And not be afraid to trust Him. The last part of the verse says, "and he shall strengthen thine heart" Waiting on the Lord and having courage to be content will give us confidence. Joy comes with having confidence in God's time schedule. He is the Man with the plan.

Get Ready to Run

It sure is easy to run ahead of God, isn't it? Or am I the only impatient gal around. It seems like I am forever guilty of this. God is so patient with my impatience. This week I have been sitting with my friend Miss Mary (who is 105 years old). She is a delightful and gracious lady. She has to depend upon others to do so many things for her now. Her eyesight and hearing are failing....but her mind is sharp as a tack. We've had such interesting talks and her life has been filled with great experiences. She has been an independent woman and having to wait for others to do things hasn't been easy. I can identify with her about not wanting to wait. Impatience has caused me some pain and tears. Even this very week I learned that waiting on God is the only way to go. He always knows best and it just makes sense when you think of the benefits in this verse:
Isa 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint

Little Faith or Great Faith?

How important is faith in the Christian life? Well the Bible says ''Without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he that cometh to God must believe that He is and that He is the rewarder of them that diligently seek Him." (Heb.11:6)  Faith is necessary to the Christian life. But just believing is not the issue of faith. It's what you believe and who you believe in that is important. My husband used to say that we have to have faith everyday. We have faith that when we turn the key our car will start. We have faith that there is really corn in a can of corn. It is the object of our faith that matters. The ultimate faith object is Jesus Christ. (Hebrews 13:8) Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, today, and forever. He is certainly a reliable faith object. It seems to me that some are trying to live by faith in their faith, instead of faith in God and His Word. Little knowledge of God and His Word gives little faith. Great knowledge of God and His Word, gives much faith. I want to have great faith...don't you?

Thankful for Afflictions?

I Thess.5:18  " In everything give thanks for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you."

This has been the reference verse that I use with my signature for many years. As a young wife and mother I had some really tough struggles with fear and depression. I was hospitalized two times. None of the world's cures worked for me. Not until I got hold of the truth of God's Word did I get better. And one of those truths was that I was to give thanks for everything that God allowed in my life. It didn't matter if I liked it or if it was hard. God allowed even my problems with fear and depression.  David said in Ps.119:71  "It is good that I have been afflicted, that I might learn thy statutes." Having these problems caused me to run to the Lord and the Bible. That led to a saved husband who  became a preacher. Which led to  a wonderful life as a pastor's wife for 33 years.  I just have to say it again. THANK YOU LORD!

Living and Loving

Matt.22:37-40  Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.  This is the first and great commandment. And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself. On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.

First we are  to love God with all our heart, soul, and mind. How in the world do we do that? The only way I know to love God is to get to know Him.  We do that through His Word. The more we know Him, the more we love Him, because we were created to respond to people who love us. To love Him with all our being is the first and greatest commandment. The next commandment in this passage tells that we are to love others as ourselves. So, if we are to love others as much as ourselves, stands to reason that we are to love ourselves. Now, that may seem like a selfish thing to do. But actually how we feel about ourselves determines how we treat and love our neighbor. So how do we love ourselves, anyway? By doing the right thing and making the right choices.  Let me use this illustration that happened while I was raising my four children. Our son, Brian, is the only boy and the youngest child. His main job was to keep the trash empited and the yard mowed. Many times when he had to mow the yard, he was not thrilled to do so. Some times he was downright unhappy, especially when he was younger. But we said to him, "Son, happy or glad, it doesn't matter to us, just get the yard mowed." How he felt about doing it was not the issue. He would start out a little slow, but after a while he would really get into doing a good job. When he finished the yard, he usually always said, "Hey, Mom, looks pretty good, huh?" He felt good about himself because he had done what he was told to do.  We are not helping our children to love themselves when we allow them to disobey us.
 Prov. 15:32 says, "He that refuseth instruction, despiseth his own soul." I can find no other Biblical reason for a poor self-image. Loving others (our neighbor) is much easier when we feel good about ourselves. The last verse in this passage is such a relief to me. On these two commandments hang ALL the law and the prophets. This is fantastic! God is telling me here that if I can remember to follow His commandments for loving, my living on earth will be to the fullest. The Bible Formula: 1. Love God (by getting to know Him) 2. Love yourself (by doing the right thing and making right choices. 3. Love others ( by giving and giving)

Gimme the Free Stuff.

I am a bargain shopper. So are all my girls.We love a yard sale, resale shop,etc. But mostly I love free stuff.
You can hardly beat free. The fact that we as Christians, can be free (not bound) is the best deal yet.
John 8:32 says "And ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free." For years Satan had me bound up in fear and doubt. But thank God after I learned the truth, I knew he was a liar! But the truth did not make me free until I knew it. It's like a trained elephant at the circus. His hind leg is tied to a chain that is hooked on to a 6 inch peg in the ground. Yet he does not move away from it. He could pull that thing up in a second, yet he stays right there. Why? Because when he was young they tied him to a big tree or building and he couldn't go anywhere. Everyday he would try to move away. He just knew he couldn't move away. So when he got older they could chain him to that 6 inch peg in the ground, and he still thinks he can't move. But the truth is he could move, he just doesn't know it. Knowing the truth will help us to be free from the shackles of sin. God's Word is truth. "I'm free, praise the Lord, free at last." I love that kind of free......

I Am Not Myself Today

Do you realize that there is someone out there who is against you seeing yourself as God sees you?
It's Satan of course. He can do nothing to destroy your soul. But if he can deceive you into believing a lie---that you are not acceptable to God and that you will never amount to a thing as a Christian---then you will live like that. This is a big weapon against your growth in Christ. God gives us His precious Word to help us learn to recognize this truth. God calls a born again person a saint.  Eph.1:1, I Cor. 1:2, Phil.1:1, Col.1:2  I have heard it said that "you or either a saint or you ain't. It's not what you do as a Christian that determines who you are: it's who you are that determines what you do. Eph. 2:10, I Peter 2:9,10, and I John 3:1,2         No person can consistently live in a way that's not consistent with the way he sees himself. Well, hello Saint Jeanette!

How to Face the Day

(2Peter 1:3)  According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:
Everything God demands of me, He has already given. What a blessing to know that God has given me all I need to live the Christian life. How has He done this? Look at the last part of the verse, "through the knowledge of Him." We get that knowledge from the Word of God. Wow! That makes me want to get up and face the world today (after my coffee, of course.)